ekachay03

For the past twenty years of my life, i can say that I've been through so many obstacles that a girl can experience in her life...

- i lost my mom at the age of sixteen
- I've tried not going home early but going home the next morning
- i first tried smoking when i was an Elementary student
- i first experienced being so drunk when i was in High School
- i had my first boyfriend at the age of fourteen
- i fell in love for twelve times with the wrong men
- and gave up myself at the age of eighteen and still with the wrong one

But all these things taught me just one lesson in life...

"Stand up for what i truly believe is right!"

I don't care if people will raise their other eyebrow when they read about these things..

This is me! The real me! And if they don't like it, well who the hell cares???

I'm turning twenty one this coming December and I'm happy. Happier than the last year. So many things to cherish, so many people to thank and so many friends to honor.

Now, I'm standing up once again for i know this is the right thing to do. Forget about the past and just reminisce about it. Thank all the good and bad things that is happening today. And dream for a better "me" tomorrow and in the future.

- i dream that I'll become a successful photographer
- i dream that one day i can exhibit all my works and show them to the world
- i dream about that magical day, the right man will come for me, only for me
- and i dream that one day, a new Chai will be born...

But now,

EJ, Erika, Eka, Joyce, Achi, Chai-mi, Chai and whatever names you wanna call me.. no one can judge and change whoever is the real me!